omg i am so sick of holding back my temper to make people happy. i bite my touge (figuritivley) so hard that i feel like my whole mouth is going to explode. i feel like i have no respect in certain areas of my life like at work where they either act like they are mad or give me the crappiest jobs to do.

clean the soda machine the vents etc.

arg but i would expect that from taco bell its fucking fast food. they can replace me at anytime.

but my family is a whole nother thing they get mad at me for every thing.
not answering the phone cause i was at work
not babysitting didnt know i had to

not makeing the house imaculent i clean it all the fucking time....

arg not listening

and so much other pointless shit.

i have really good control of my temper.

but not if i cant let it out every once and a while